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Adira ao LibraryThing para descobrir se irá gostar deste livro. Ainda não há conversas na Discussão sobre este livro. If you don't already love Kamau, you probably won't enjoy this book. It's rambling and generally all over the place--like an oral history of how Kamau got progressively more woke. But honestly, that's why the book makes sense. The essays interspersed throughout are just so fabulously on point such as this wonderful take on the importance of Apollo Creed: In the 1970s, he was the rare Black character in the movie who was clearly way smarter than the lead white character in the movie. I wonder honestly if this is the sort of book that probably doesn't make sense to someone who hasn't had the same experiences as Kamau--a bit like how white and racialized people are watching two different movies in respect to the film "Get Out" for example. Nonetheless, it's a very entertaining read and you get the sense that Kamau is trying to convey the feeling of being both stigmatized and even doing the stigmatizing as genuinely as one could ask for. nonfiction, memoir/humor - experiences of a Black cis-het male nerd/comedian in an enjoyable (though often serious), easy-to-read/listen-to conversational style. Chapter 7 was helpful (show up, listen to others, have the uncomfortable conversations, repeat, try to do better/more); Chapter 8 probably needs updated analysis since a lot has happened since 2016/7 and while the same problems are definitely still there, political polarization has become infinitely worse. Aside from the obvious, important race issues, Kamau also talks about his own career trajectory, and how he has made efforts to do better in being funny while not putting down any oppressed groups, listening to constructive criticism and putting the work in while responding to news of increasing hostility in the US, and even experiencing burnout before eventually finding a new, healthier work environment. I switched from reading the ARC to listening to the audiobook, which was, I think, a good decision. As I mentioned in my comment after my first update, it was kind of boring at the beginning. Thankfully, it got better in the second half when it got to the TV shows and then the "coffee shop incident". sem críticas | adicionar uma crítica
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"You may know W. Kamau Bell from his new, Emmy-nominated hit show on CNN, United Shades of America. Or maybe you've read about him in the New York Times, which called him "the most promising new talent in political comedy in many years." Or maybe from The New Yorker, fawning over his brand of humor writing: "Bell's gimmick is intersectional progressivism: he treats racial, gay, and women's issues as inseparable." After all this love and praise, it's time for the next step: a book. The Awkward Thoughts of W. Kamau Bell is a humorous, well-informed take on the world today, tackling a wide range of issues, such as race relations; fatherhood; the state of law enforcement today; comedians and superheroes; right-wing politics; left-wing politics; failure; his interracial marriage; white men; his up-bringing by very strong-willed, race-conscious, yet ideologically opposite parents; his early days struggling to find his comedic voice, then his later days struggling to find his comedic voice; why he never seemed to fit in with the Black comedy scene. or the white comedy scene; how he was a Black nerd way before that became a thing; how it took his wife and an East Bay lesbian to teach him that racism and sexism often walk hand in hand; and much, much more"-- Não foram encontradas descrições de bibliotecas. |
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…. Although I don’t always agree with him—in the section I’m talking about he has this thing that, I mean this is a snobby phrase but I can’t think of a better one, that ‘I don’t appreciate’, where he name drops a dozen at least of these minor presidential hopefuls without explaining who they are, like we’re all political nerds with nothing else to explore but elections…. Like, even ~politics is more than just this election crap! It gets so narrow, you know!—but I feel like he’s here being the leftist or whatever, and the Enneagram Eight, who’s afraid of being betrayed, without me feeling like that’s…. I mean, I don’t want to put a label on it, because people label Black people, right. But sometimes the whole “I am being betrayed” thing can come off as, well, the Buddhists like to call things ‘unskillful’, right, but I didn’t feel that way about him. He was just honestly voicing his opinion. I mean, I come from a certain family and a certain background, and my relatively straightforward racist father, and even my weirdly racist mother, are both usually in the back of my mind, and they are my parents, and that’s part of why I’m a moderate, you know. (Although my weirdly racist mother thinks she’s to the left of leftists. Even my straightforward racist father thinks he’s a moderate a quarter of the time. Like, he’s got the Capricorn + Scorpio energy, so it’s like—support The Man, or I’ll sting you!, but he also has that Gemini influence, so every once in a while he’ll be like, I voted for Trump because I felt he was more of a moderate than those Biden Democrats, right…. ~Which isn’t to excuse him, you know. It’s not skillful to embody the worst aspects of your birth chart/birth society, and then just call that ‘universal truth’—ie I can do it and you can’t, right, I can wallow in my astrological mud, but nobody else can….). Those are my parents; my father, for instance. But I totally get that people in a different set of circumstances, I mean, I hate to say that they might ‘not care’, but maybe they wouldn’t, you know. And it wouldn’t have to be an ~aggressive~ thing, you know. That would just be their life. And their choice. I just feel like Kamau wants to be a radical without being labeled or judged, you know. I don’t really feel that he’s out to get me or whatever, or totally paranoid or whatever it is.
…. Because my father isn’t his father, you know. Honor your father and your mother is a universal principle, and honor your neighbor is a universal principle, regardless of whether or not you see that play out best in the Bible, right. But, “My father is Christopher James O’Grady”, (made-up name), isn’t a universal principle, although it’s true in my case (although not literally, lol).
…. Results are never guaranteed no matter who we are, but I do feel obligated or whatever, to join ‘the elite’, (Kamau: The Elites! 😱 They’re the warrior aliens from ‘Halo’! They’re no good!), (and obviously attracted by it as well), because I could do a better job at it than some people. So although results take time, are partial, and never guaranteed, I probably CAN get them in the end, and if I choose not to, I’m inadvertently contributing to someone else getting hurt in the system, you know.
(shrugs) So there’s that.
…. I realize that I think that the elite is a lot more redeemable than he does, but what I was going for with that one is, I don’t want to just sit this one out, spend this lifetime assuming everything works out for people no matter what, work on my extreme knowledge skills, and worry that I might be the worst racist, you know. Not that he’s Malcolm X, but every white person who’s not angry at Malcolm, probably goes through a phase where they’re afraid of him or whatever. Or afraid for him, like they’re his white mom. “I’m holding you back, Malkie, I know I am…. I’ll just sit over here. Out of the way. I’m worried about you, man.” Well, maybe that’s not what a mom would say, but that’s beside the point. The point is, realizing that your white socialization has made you racist doesn’t mean never having a sense of agency ever again. In fact, not having a sense of PERSONAL agency is probably what the bulk of white people suffer from BECAUSE of the racial (etc.) system, you know. Gotta stay out of the way of the empire. (shrugs) But even the most moderate reformist has to be prepared to take action, and be vilified and made the object of scapegoating and fear-craziness in his own day, you know…. And you have to think for yourself. Just because your point of view is polluted by the white racial viewpoint doesn’t mean that you can look for someone to give you orders or think for you, including some Black person, however intelligent. I actually feel like Kamau was saying that at one point.
…. As for the classification note, I feel like ‘United Shades of America’ was basically social studies despite being pretty funny as well, (and not like ‘Comedy Central Stand-Up Presents’), whereas this does seem like a comedy book, despite being ‘serious’ rather than nonsense comedy (and not like the pop memoir of a sociologist or public figure, you know).
…. It’s surprising—I mean, there was no way to know really, although I guess I’m naive that it’s ~surprising—that the experience of filming with the KKK was a worse experience than they depicted it as on the show. They didn’t want to be sensationalist on the show; they wanted the subtle danger of ‘smart’ racists….
But sometimes racists are not smart, by anybody’s standards, you know.
…. It’s funny how me and Kamau present rather differently even though we’re both Aquarians; of course, I have rather more Capricorn on my chart, as we both have one inner planet in Capricorn, but I have three non-inner planets in Capricorn and he only has one (his 1973 vs my 1989, I guess), but obviously as faux-cool as I am, I can’t ignore the obvious difference of the two backgrounds, you know. I don’t know what clever thing there is to say about that, but there it is. Racism is isolating. But the other thing about having two Aquarians, (like, to a much smaller extent, the same idea of having two delusional or psychotic people—NOT that Aquarianism is a mental disease, LOL), is that it’s probably not quite like having two Taureans (my brother is a Taurus, and so is my sister-in-law; they’re rather similar. They’re not perfect, actually they’re kinda ordinary, so sometimes they fight, but they’re are rather similar, roughly the same wave-length, except for gender—my brother is the playful dad, but they’re both essentially hard-working, materialist people, so beneath the surface they agree), because if you have two Aquarians—it’s like there are three worlds, the one Aquarian’s world, the other’s, and the so-called real (or Taurean, I guess) world that they’re both not living in. And that’s kinda hard to bond over, you know…. But it could be that I’m under-playing the issue of the race difference. Sometimes things aren’t less real for being obvious and brutal, a fact that will even occur to some Aquarians, sometimes.
…. Anyway.
I think that’s a good point—the ‘race’ pool and the ‘racism’ pool; I certainly spend more time in the ‘race pool’ nowadays—Black achievement, diversity, etc.—than in the ‘racism pool’—but they stopped beating him up when their arms and legs got too tired/lack of diversity/Black people getting screwed over: because the latter, although I’m glad I’ve read virtually all of the racism books I’ve read; I can’t think of any that were a waste of time, although I gave away a few before reading recently, when I emphasized the one pool as opposed to the other, because…. You know, when you just drown in the Black experience of history, you can easily get a little overwhelmed and ineffective. That’s not the same as sniffing out every dun-colored comment and bleaching it from everything from music and comedy to politics and religion, you know…. What I’m doing now makes sense to me. But of course, I can’t be sure that I’m ‘right’, or that I’m doing a ‘good’ job or the ‘best’ job or whatever. It would be quite strange if anti-racism existed so that I could lay down the law and create, mount, and manage a hierarchy, you know.
I think I’m right—to the extent it’s possible for me with my life and my background to be right, or even, to a lesser extent, for anyone to do the ‘best’ job, you know. I think I’m right—but if I KNEW I was right, you’d know I was wrong. I wouldn’t be living on the planet that the fates and fairies gave me to live on, right.