This book depicts the story of the author as he wrestled with sexual feelings toward other boys during adolescence, and his recovery process. It describes the journey to understand himself, and learn how emotional needs and wounds had become sexualized. This book is for young men who believe they weren't born "gay" but rather have sexual feelings as a result of sexualized emotions. It outlines a variety of possible contributing factors that often foster same-sex attractions and behaviors. It is written from a christian worldview and intends to provide hope and encouragement for young men.